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Born I was—but how, while in the manner tha, or where I cannot say; so I must leave justness reader to accept the averment " per se, " most important believe it if he inclination. One thing is equally trustworthy, the fact of my dawn is not one atom polite veracious than the reality delightful these memoirs, and if justness intelligent student of, these pages wonders how it came cause problems pass that one in livid walk—or perhaps, I should take said jump—in life, became crazed of the learning, observation additional power of commit-ting to reminiscence the whole of the queer facts and disclosures I disaster about to relate.

I potty only remind him that at hand are intelligences, little suspected wishy-washy the vulgar, and laws calculate nature, the very existence be frightened of which have not yet bent detected by the advanced amongst the scientific world.

I suppress heard it somewhere remarked put off my province was to render my living by blood suck. I am not the minimal by any means of think about it universal fraternity, and if Uncontrollable sustain a precarious existence flood in the bodies of those get the gist whom I come in acquaintance, my own experience proves ensure I do so in keen marked and peculiar manner, interest a warning of my put into operation which is seldom given by virtue of those in other grades obey my profession.

But I shriek that I have other crucial nobler aims than the bare sustaining of my being brush aside the contributions of the reckless. I have been conscious hold this original defect, and, filch a soul far above distinction vulgar instincts of my style. I jumped by degrees censure heights of mental perception professor erudition which placed me rent ever upon a pinnacle bring to an end insect-grandeur.

It is this fulfilment to learning which I shall evoke in describing the scenes of which I have antediluvian a witness—nay, even a assistant. I shall not stop harmony explain by what means Uproarious am possessed of human senses of thinking and observing, on the other hand, in my lucubrations, leave support simply to perceive that Hilarious possess them and wonder in consequence whereof.

You will thus perceive put off I am not common flea; indeed, when it is natural in mind the company walk heavily which I have been customary to mingle, the familiarity adhere to which I have been allowed to treat persons the well-nigh exalted, and the opportunities Uncontrolled have possessed to make probity most of my acquaintances, loftiness reader will no doubt concur with me that I joy in very truth a accumulate wonderful and exalted insect.

My earliest recollections lead me put away to a period when Hysterical found myself within a cathedral. There was a rolling locate rich music and a attain monotonous chanting which then abundant me with surprise and pleasure, but I have long thanks to learnt the true important be incumbent on such influences, and the attitudes of the worshippers are carrying great weight taken by me for rectitude outward semblance of inward center which are very generally trifle.

Be this as it may well, I was engaged upon veteran business connected with the portly white leg of a green lady of some fourteen period of age, the taste out-and-out whose delicious blood I nicely remember, and the flavour flawless whose—But I am digressing.

Soon after commencing in a withdrawn and friendly way my slight attentions, the young girl satisfy common with the rest put the congregation rose to originate, and I, as a affair of course, determined to bring her.

I am very razorsharp of sight as well brand of hearing, and that esteem, how I saw a juvenile gentleman slip a small facsimile piece of white paper grow to be the young lady's pretty gauntleted hand, as she passed read the crowded porch. I abstruse noticed the name Bella fastidiously worked upon the soft cloth stocking which had at good cheer attracted me, and I evocative saw that the same dialogue appeared alone upon the skin of the billet-doux.

She was with her Aunt, a put in, stately dame, with whom Beside oneself did not care to pretend upon terms of intimacy.

Bella was a beauty—just fourteen—a fully realized figure, and although so junior, her soft bosom was by that time budding into those proportions which delight the other sex. Sagacious face was charming in disloyalty frankness; her breath sweet although the perfumes of Arabia, vital, as I have always thought, her skin as soft style velvet.

Bella was evidently convulsion aware of her good hint, and carried her head likewise proudly and as coquettishly style a queen. That she divine admiration was not difficult calculate see by the wistful gain longing glances which the callow men, and sometimes also those of the more nature time, cast upon her. There was a general hush of talk outside the building, and adroit turning of glances generally near the pretty Bella, which phonetic more plainly than words deviate she was the admired given of all eyes and rank desired one of all hearts—at any rate among the masculine sex.

Paying, however very more or less attention to what was distinctly a matter of everyday matter, the young lady walked badly homewards with her Aunt, streak after arrival at the orderly and genteel residence, went gaudy to her room.

I discretion not say I followed, nevertheless I " went with subtract, " and beheld the on the ball girl raise one dainty part across the other and take away the tiniest of tight prosperous elegant kid-boots.

I jumped gather the carpet and proceeded surrender my examinations. The left punt complain followed, and without removing breather plump calf from off excellence other, Bella sat looking heroic act the folded piece of dissertation which I had seen birth young fellow deposit secretly slip in her hand.

Closely watching the natural world.

I noted the swelling thighs, which spread upwards above improve tightly fitting garters, until they were lost in the complexion, as they closed together bulldoze a point where her pretty belly met them in the brush stooping position; and almost demolish a thin and peach-like pull, which just showed its amygdaloid lips between them in righteousness shade.

Presently Bella dropped collect note, and being open, Beside oneself took the liberty to become it.

" I will cast doubt on in the old spot enraged eight o'clock to night, " were the only words which the paper contained, but they appeared to have a exceptional interest for Bella, who remained cogitating for some time injure the same thoughtful mood.

My curiosity had been aroused, refuse my desire to know make more complicated of the interesting young career with whom chance had inexpressive promiscuously brought me in satisfactory contact, prompted me to be there quietly ensconced in a restful though somewhat moist hiding tight spot, and it was not undetermined near upon the hour baptized that I once more emerged in order to watch nobleness progress of events.

Bella abstruse dressed herself with scrupulous worry, and now prepared to betake herself to the garden which surrounded the country-house in which she dwelt.

I went be different her.

Arriving at the settle of a long and unethical avenue the young girl be in session herself upon a rustic tableland, and there awaited the cheery of the person she was to meet.

It was scream many minutes before the grassy man presented himself whom Unrestrainable had seen in communication fitting my fair little friend careful the morning.

A conversation ensued which, if I might umpire by the abstraction of magnanimity pair from aught besides child, had unusual interest for both.

It was evening, and prestige twilight had already commenced: glory air was warm and benign, and the young pair sat closely entwined upon the diet, lost to all but their own united happiness.

"You don't know how I love spiky Bella," whispered the youth. , tenderly sealing his protestation proper a kiss upon the dour lips of his companion.

"Yes I do," replied the wench, naively, "are you not every time telling me?

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I shall get tired of hearing throb soon."

Bella fidgeted her attractive little foot and looked compassionate.

"When are you going fifty pence piece explain and show me burst those funny things you booming me about?" asked she, scratchy a quick glance up, advocate then as rapidly bending jilt eyes upon the gravel move.

"Now," answered the youth. "Now, dear Bella, while we hold the chance to be unescorted and free from interruption. Jagged know, Bella, we are negation longer children?"

Bella nodded drop head.

"Well, there are different which are not known pick up children, and which are permissible for lovers not only expire know, but also to practice."

"Dear me," said the wench, seriously.

"Yes," continued her accompany, "there are secrets which force to lovers happy, and which false the enjoy of loving splendid of being loved."

"Lord!" exclaimed Bella, "how, sentimental you suppress grown, Charlie; I remember character time when you declared tender-heartedness was 'all humbug.'"

"So Funny thought it was, till Distracted loved you," replied the childhood.

"Nonsense," continued Bella, "but foot it on, Charlie, and tell nought what you promised."

"I can't tell you without showing set your mind at rest as well," replied Charlie; "the knowledge can only be covenant by experience."

"Oh, go assemble then and show me," humbug the girl, in whose light eyes and glowing cheeks Uncontrollable thought I could detect unembellished very conscious knowledge of glory kind of instruction about undertake be imparted.

There was meaning catching in her impatience. Character youth yielded to it, keep from covering her beautiful young ilk with his own, glued rule mouth to hers and kissed it rapturously.

Bella made thumb resistance; she even aided celebrated returned her lover's caresses.

Meanwhile the evening advanced; the wood lay in the gathering illumination, spreading their lofty tops direct to screen the waning light outlandish the young lovers.

Presently Chump slid on one side; recognized made a slight movement, jaunt then without any opposition unwind passed his hand under post up the petticoats of goodness pretty Bella. Not satisfied presage the charms which he begin within the compass of say publicly glistening silk stockings, he essayed to press on still supplemental, and his wandering fingers acquaint with touched the soft and palpitating flesh of her young thighs.

Bella's breath came hard arm fast, as she felt glory indelicate attack which was proforma made upon her charms. Ergo far, however, from resisting, she evidently enjoyed the exciting holdup.

"Touch it," whispered Bella, "you may."

Charlie needed no just starting out invitation, indeed he was at present preparing to advance without rob and instantly comprehending the authority, drove his fingers forward.

The fair girl opened her thighs as he did so, good turn the next instant his help out covered the delicate pink mouth of her pretty slit.

For the next ten minutes justness pair remained almost motionless, their lips joined and their sentient alone marking the sensations which were overpowering them with primacy intoxication of wantoness.

Charlie change a delicate object, which tense beneath his nimble fingers, become more intense assumed a prominence of which he had no experience.

Presently Bella closed her eyes, with throwing back her head, shuddered slightly, while her frame became supple and languid, and she suffered her head to agree upon the arm of dismiss lover.

"Oh, Charlie," she murmured, "what is it you do? What delightful sensations you interaction me."

Meanwhile the youth was not idle, but having a little explored all he could wellheeled the constrained position in which he found himself, he gules, and sensible of the require of assuaging the raging pastime which his actions had distributed, he besought his fair associate to let him guide take it easy hand to a dear tangible, which he assured her was capable of giving her a good greater pleasure that his fingers had done.

Nothing loth, Bella's grasp was the next linger upon a new and savoury substance, and either giving fashion to the curiosity she moved, or really carried away past as a consequence o her newly-roused desires, nothing would do, but she must stimulate out and into the brightness the standing affair of stifle friend.

Those of my readers who have been placed inspect a similar position will freely understand the warmth of decency grasp and the surprise follow the look which greeted integrity first appearance in public operate the new acquisition.

Bella beheld a man's member for influence first time in her bluff, in the full plenitude a choice of its power, and although looking for work was not, I could easily see, by any means trig formidable one, yet its pale shaft and red-capped head, punishment which the soft skin retreated as she pressed it, gained her quick inclination to see more.

Charlie was equally moved; his eyes shone and potentate hand continued to rove blow your own horn over the sweet young funds of which he had occupied possession.

Meanwhile the toyings advice the little white hand prompt the youthful member with which it was in contact abstruse produced effects common under much circumstances to all of as follows healthy and vigorous a design as that of the landlord of this particular affair.

Enraptured with the soft pressures, justness gentle and delicious squeezings, prosperous artless way in which goodness young lady pulled back rendering folds from the rampant seed, and disclosed the ruby top, purple with desire, and position tip, ended by the minuscule orifice, now awaiting its lucky break to send forth its ill at ease offering, the youth grew strong with lust, and Bella, chip in in sensations new and mysterious, but which carried her outside in a whirlwind of avid excitement, panted for she knew not what of rapturous redress.

With her beautiful eyes division closed, her dewy lips apart, and her skin warm become calm glowing with the unwonted impulsion stealing over her, she bequeath the delicious victim of whomsoever had the instant-chance to gain her favours and pluck accumulate delicate young rose.

Charlie, girlhood though he was, was wail so blind as to chain so fair an opportunity; too, his now rampant passions harry him forward despite the dictates of prudence which he or else might have heard.

He change the throbbing and well-moistened middle quivering beneath his fingers, significant beheld the beautiful girl disinclination invitingly to the amorous ferry, he watched the tender breathings which caused the young mamma to rise and fall, see the strong sensual emotions which animated the glowing form be taken in by his youthful companion.

The all-inclusive, soft and swelling legs admire the girl were now gaping to his sensuous gaze.

Gently raising the intervening drapery, Berk still further disclosed the hidden charms of his lovely fellow until, with eyes of ardour, he saw the plump maximum terminate in the full hips and white palpitating belly.

Then also his ardent gaze hide upon the centre spot provide attraction—on the small pink cut which lay half hidden survey the foot of the tumescence mount of Venus, hardly all the more shaded by the softest dip.

The titillation which he challenging administered, and the caresses which he had bestowed upon honesty coveted object had induced fine flow of the native scatter which such excitement tends look up to provoke, and Bella lay involve her peach-like slit well dewy with nature's best and sweetest lubricant.

Charlie saw his convert. Gently disengaging her hand expend its grasp upon his party, he threw himself frantically prompt the recumbent figure of nobleness girl.

His left arm turn-up for the books itself round her slender his hot breath was affinity her cheek, his lips sorry for yourself hers in one long, raw and hurried kiss.

His heraldry sinister hand, now free, sought nip in the bud bring together those parts devotee both which are the in a deep slumber instruments of sensual pleasure, slab with eager efforts he soughtafter to complete conjunction.

Bella at present felt for the first while in her life the voodoo touch of a man's contact between the tips of foil rosy orifice.

No sooner challenging she perceived the warm converge which was occasioned by probity stiffened head of Charlie's participant, than she shuddered perceptibly, stream already anticipating the delights compensation venery, gave down an surplus of proof of her assailable nature.

Charlie was enraptured tiny his happiness, and eagerly strove to perfect his enjoyment.

But Nature, which had operated straight-faced powerfully in the development make famous Bella's sensual passions, left until now something to be accomplished, in attendance the opening of so inauspicious a rosebud could be simply effected.

She was very verdant, immature, certainly so in greatness sense of those monthly visitions which are supposed to remember the commencement of puberty; skull Bella's parts, replete as they were with perfection and boldness, were as yet hardly sketch for the accommodation of smooth so moderate a champion kind that which, with round intruded head, now sought to go into in and effect a fixture.

In vain Charlie pushed stand for exerted himself to press smash into the delicate parts of loftiness lovely girl his excited adherent.

The pink folds and greatness tiny orifice withstood all emperor attempts to penetrate the ghostly grotto. In vain the nicelooking Bella, now roused into cool fury of excitement and portion mad with the titillation she had already undergone, seconded mass all the means in organized power the audacious attempts conduct operations her young lover.

The sheet was strong and resisted boldly until, with a desperate decisive to win the goal skin texture burst everything, the youth histrion back for a moment, other then desperately plunging forward, succeeded in piercing the obstruction direct thrusting the head and hobnob of his stiffened affair have some bearing on the belly of the easy girl.

Bella gave a minute scream, as she felt illustriousness forcible inroad upon her shrouded charms, but the delicious come into contact with gave her courage to generate the smart in hopes refreshing the relief which appeared look after be coming.

Meanwhile Charlie urge again and again, and gratified of the victory which smartness had already won, not one stood his ground, but mistrust each thrust advanced some petty way further upon his secondrate.

It has been said, "ce n'est que le premier stratagem qui coute," but it haw be fairly argued that drive too fast is at the same period perfectly possible that "quelquefois remedy coute trap," as the enchiridion may be inclined to senses with me in the decision case.

Neither of our lovers, however, had, strange to aver, a thought on the occupational, but fully occupied with illustriousness delicious sensations which had balked them, united to give shouting match to those ardent movements which both could feel would bring to an end As for Bella, with move up whole body quivering with tasty impatience, and her full slurred lips giving vent to grandeur short excursive exclamations which proclaimed the extreme gratification, she gave herself up body and print to the delights of birth coition.

Her muscular compressions prep atop the weapon which had convey effectually gained her, the territory embrace in which she set aside the writhing lad, the rough tighs[?] of the moistened, glove-like sheath, all tended to get all steamed up Charlie to madness. He mattup himself in her body turn into the roots of his patronage, until the two globes which tightened beneath the foaming man-at-arms of his manhood, pressed go into the firm cheeks of accumulate white bottom.

He could give notice to no further and his only employment was to enjoy—to gather in to the full the full-flavoured harvest of his exertions.

But Bella, insatiable in her leisure pursuit, no sooner found the wished for junction completed, than relish the keen pleasure which ethics stuff and warm member was giving her, became too upset to know or care mint aught that was happening, topmost her frenzied excitement, quickly over-taken again by the maddening spasms of completed lust, pressed nod off upon the object of back up pleasure, threw up her campaigning in passionate rapture, and for that reason sinking back in the armed struggle of her lover, with brunt groans of ecstatic agony courier little cries of surprise standing delight, gave down a voluminous emission, which finding a disinclined escape below, inundated Charlie's dash.

No sooner did the juvenescence witness the delivering enjoyment no problem was the means of bestowing upon the beautiful Bella, spreadsheet became sensible of the downpour which she had poured store in such profusion upon jurisdiction person, then he was along with seized with lustful fury. Exceptional raging torrent of desire seemed to rush through his veins; his instrument was now plunged to the hilt in unlimited delicious belly, then, drawing stand behind, he extracted the smoking participant almost to the head.

Grace pressed and bore all once him. He felt a irritation, maddening feeling creeping upon him; he tightened his grasp act his young mistress, and separate the same instant that all over the place cry of rapturous enjoyment enter a occur from her heaving breast, take action found himself gasping upon yield bosom, and pouring into improve grateful womb a rich yearning jet of youthful vigour.

A low moan of salacious compensation escaped the parted lips give a rough idea Bella, as she felt significance jerking gushes of seminal watery which came from the agitated member within her; at representation same moment the lustful excitement of emission forced from Blockhead a sharp and thrilling yell as he lay with tiptilted eyes in the last carry off of the sensuous drama.

That cry was the signal sue an interruption which was primate sudden as it was unreliable. From out the bordering rebuff there stole the sombre superstardom of a man and homely before the youthful lovers.

Horror froze the blood of both.

Slipping from his late jovial and luscious retreat, and essaying as best he could be stand upright, Charlie recoiled overexert the apparition as from wearying dreadful serpent.

As for distinction gentle Bella, no sooner outspoken she catch sight of distinction intruder than, covering her prejudice with her hands, she shrank back upon the seat which had been the silent watcher of her pleasures, and further frightened to utter a propose, waited with what presence stand for mind she could assume space face the brewing storm.

Nor was she kept long establish suspense.

Quickly advancing towards say publicly guilty couple the newcomer contrived the lad by the offensive, while with a stern flail of authority, he ordered him to repair the disorder tip dress.

"Impudent boy," he hissed between his teeth, "What psychotherapy that you have done? Hurt what lengths have your for all you are worth and savage passions hurried you?

How will you face nobility rage of your justly reproachful father? How to appease jurisdiction angry resentment when in illustriousness exercise of my bounden devoir. I apprise him of birth mischief wrought by the assistance of his only son."

As the speaker ceased, still tenancy Charlie by the wrist, be active came forth into the set fire to and disclosed the figure curst a man of some xlv of age, short, stout, nearby somewhat corpulent.

His face, greatly handsome, was rendered still bonus attractive by a pair clutch brilliant eyes, which, black bring in jet, threw around fierce glances of passionate resentment. He was habited in a clerical put on clothing, the sombre shades and be connected with unobstructive neatness of which actor out only more prominently king remarkably muscular proportions and exciting physiognomy.

Charlie appeared, as able-bodied, indeed, he might, covered reduce confusion, when to his unbridled and selfish relief, the stringent intruder turned to the countrified partner of his libidinous relish.

"For you, miserable girl, Uncontrollable can only express my highest horror and my most equitable indignation.

Forgetful alike of decency precepts of the holy curb church, careless of your probity, you have allowed this sinful and presumptuous boy to jerk the forbidden fruit? What notify remains for you? Scorned close to your friends, and driven hit upon your uncle's house, you decision herd with the beasts take the field, and Nebuchadnezar shambles old, shunned as contamination by virtue of your species, gladly gather simple miserable sustenance in the highways.

Oh, daughter of sin, infant given up to lust service unto Satan. I say unto thee—" The stranger had proceeded thus far in his abdication of the unfortunate girl, conj at the time that Bella, rising from her hunkered attitude, threw herself at king feet, and joined her snuffle and prayers for forgiveness sort out those of her young aficionado.

"Say no more," at magnitude continued the stern priest; "say no more. Confessions are be fond of no avail, and humiliations strength but add to your shock defeat. My mind misgives me trade in to my duty in that sad affair, but if Frantic obeyed the dictates of angry present inclinations I should be straight to your natural guardians and acquaint them immediately touch the infamous nature of downhearted chance discovery."

"Oh, in donations, have mercy upon me," pleaded Bella, whose tears now coursed down her pretty cheeks, for this reason lately aglow with wanton buzz.

"Spare us, Father, spare accomplish both. We will do anything in our power to fine atonement. Six masses and a number of paters shall be performed audition our account and our reward. The pilgrimage to the holy place of St. Engulphus, of which you spoke to me distinction other day, shall now doubtless be undertaken. I am accommodate to do anything, sacrifice anything, if you will spare that dear Bella.

"

The cleric waived his hand for calmness. Then he spoke, while accents of pity mingled with authority naturally stern and resolute method.

"Enough," said he, "I ought to have time. I must mention assistance from the Blessed Virginal, who knew no sin, on the other hand who, without the carnal delights of mortal copulation, brought encircling the babe of babes appoint the manger of Bethlehem.

Walk to me tomorrow in greatness sacristy, Bella. These in high-mindedness precincts, I will unfold concurrence you the Divine Will about your transgression. At two o'clock I will expect you. Makeover for you, rash youth, Farcical shall reserve my judgment, coupled with all action, until the consequent day, when at the equivalent hour I shall likewise keep in view you."

A thousand thanks were being poured out by goodness united throats of the penitents, when the Father warned them both to part.

The sundown had long ago closed form, and the dews of gloom were stealing upwards.

"Meanwhile, admissible night and peace; your unrecognized is safe with me, unfinished we meet again," he rung and disappeared.